I'm learning to live between effort and surrender

yes...
im the one who failed to move on
I cant move on if I saw there is nobody else that cried because of it.
they count my every steps.
they cried for my steps.
and at the end, Im surrender.

yes...
Im surrender.
not because I am a loser,
but im actually the winner,
I don't want to fight with myself.
and of course I don't want to fight with others.
but im the loser,
the loser of me, my dreams.

just go from my life
I don't want to see you
because I know there is someone who are really need you than me.

Pancing kasih sayang Allah melebihi manusia

Tidak semua insan menyukai kita

Tidak semua insan mengasihi kita

namun,

Masih kecewakah kita kiranya kita masih ada Tuhan?

kenapa saying manusia itu dipancing lebih daripada kita

cuba memancing kasih saying Allah,

sedangkan Allah itulah yang maha pengasih.

selayaknya untuk kita kasihiNya dengan lebih berbanding manusia.

 

Tidak dibantah bahkan dinafi,

kerana manusia juga ada kebergantungannya dengan manusia.

yakni hubungan baik sesama mereka.

namun mengapa masih ada salah faham antara kita.

kadangkala kita cuba menjaga hubungan ini dengan begitu baik,

namun ada yang menafsir sesuatu mengenai kita

yang nyata berbeda daripada kita.

 

 

dek kerana itu,

sukarnya untuk bertembung sebuah hubungan yang baik,

apatah lagi mesra.

akibatnya kita dibenci.

kadangkala bukan menyombong, tetapi perasaan malu yang menebal

menyebabkan kita tidak mampu untuk bertegur sapa.

 

biarlah, biar Tuhan sahaja yang tahu.

sebenarnya aku tulus.



writing is a struggle against silence

what do you think about the diary?

for me diary is your heart.

Its contain sooo many secrets. about you and about others that near you.

the diary knows yourself better.

it don't lie you and it don't lie other people who read it.

 

the diary knows your smiling and knows your sickness.

sometimes you're crying while writing.

sometimes you're smiling while writing.

so much feeling that you put inside.

 

and after you wrote it,

you feel better and you feel much stronger.

its the power of writing.

the power of every words you wrote on it.

but you're silence.

people don't know but your diary knows.



keep trying

have you ever failed in making some cupcake?

maybe it not really tasty because you put so many flour.

or people don't want to eat because you mix too much sugar on it.

not only people around you,

but sometimes you also don't want to taste it.

 

don't be sad. keep trying.

its better to failed for the first time.

so that you know what wrong with your cupcake.  

 

just like our life.

if you failed to achieve your target, don't worry.

you have 12 months a year and 24 hours a day to try again.

so its shows you that you have an enough time.

try again and keep trying.

 

believes that there is always a rainbow after the rain.

 

Miss kelip-kelip

Be Original

some people want to be the other people.

some of you want to be the other you.

why you want to change you.

because there is other people who wants to be like you.

 

just change the weaknesses.

thankful for what you have.

 

:) Be yourself.

they have shown me exactly who i dont want to be

Great to have people around us.

and great if they are always critic and comment about us.

great to deal with their words.

because it makes us strong.

 

some comments makes us know our weaknesses.

so that we can improve ourselves to be better.

but maybe some of them try to complain something that we didn't do.

 

its okay...Allah want us to know that what they said is actually

not you.

you are you.

and you knows.

 

keep cool! :) the rainbow might come later on. 

Mengapa perlu ada sengketa

Hidup ini hanyalah sementara,

jadi mengapa adanya pergaduhan dan pertengkaran?

mengapa sering adanya khalifah yang mencuka, enggan bertegur sapa.

Biarkan hati itu tiada prasangka.

jangan biarkan terus berduka.

 

Maafkanlah kerana tiada yang sempurna.

melainkan Dia yang Esa.

Teruslah menjadi Muslim dan Muslimah sejati,

 

menjadi air yang jernih

menyuburkan Tanah-Tanah yang mati.

 

Ikhlas: (kelip-kelip)